Yesterday was my day off. I had big plans of cleaning and catching up on things around the house. Instead I spent most of my free time looking at tiny houses and fifth wheels. Something about our western life seems to feel like a burden to me.
I know I’m thinking crazy vagabond thoughts, but wouldn’t it be so freeing to not spend all time and money pouring into housing and mundane life? What if all the traveling I’ve longed to do , and places that would be so enriching for the kids were a reality?
Yesterday I allowed myself to DREAM…
I do this often. Just daydream.
What if we roadschooled? Lived for months at a time in a camper?
Is someone poisoning my food and making me think all these crazy things? I’m sure my husband thinks that’s where all this is coming from.
I realize this.
But, truly, it’s a need to free myself from burden. Think about it…we spend our whole lives working our hands just so we can pay for a house. What if that money was spent on life experiences? Traveling the country…the WORLD! We could know things about life and God we could never know without taking a leap.
Could we be free to go wherever we wanted? What would that look like?
I imagine all the people we could meet and help and encourage. I imagine our family relying and trusting and just being with each other. How close would we become? How would that shape our character? How many opportunities would we have to fully rely on God and trust Him?
I want to place myself in an uncomfortable position. I want our family to LIVE, to EXPERIENCE, to LEARN, to TRUST, to DREAM.
I’m half way across the world already.
Can you just pretend with me for a minute?
I know it’s a long-shot. I am dreaming anyways. Let me be…FREE for a moment.
What sorts of crazy thoughts do you have? If you could do or be anything, what would it be? What/who stops you from doing it?
What does your FREE look like?